Who I owe it to? Singapore or states?

Some days, you felt a surge of feelings which you wish to write down and share with others. I guess this is one of these days.

I am leaving Singapore soon. For the second time. First time, I applied to an internship position, and surprisingly, got it. I was 1 out of the 10. Now, I was accepted to a PhD program, again was my only application. So life seems driving me somewhere.

Looking back (to Singapore), and back again (to the states), they are two different worlds. I like some of the former and some of the latter. Singapore, there are kind people, few (visible) social problems, stability, and lots of jobs. US, there are good opportunities, daringness, people who sees your potential, great colleagues, and excellent companies.

I love Singapore, but frankly, I felt I owe it to the states. Singapore educated me under a harsh and competitive system. I almost became who I was not. I always love psychology and society. But I was molded into an engineer. My Swedish professor and the states gave me the opportunity to do what I do best. The educational investment I received from the states combined to almost what my house is worth.

I am very grateful to everyone who has given me the freedom and opportunities to create and make a difference to my life. Similarly, my greatest happiness is to receive and in turn pay back to the society. To be accepted and able to contribute to the society is what I believe to be one of the happiness in human life.